I’ve been sick for awhile. A few years ago I got sick and it continues to get worse. I know what can happen with this illness. Well, the past week I have gotten a lot sicker. I was trying to wait until November to go see my doctor due to health insurance changes. I am now at the point where I can no longer wait. I go see a new doctor on Friday. I’ll probably end up seeing my neurosurgeon soon after. I don’t want this surgery. It’s incredibly risky. However, the migraines, vertigo, and double vision are making my life miserable. I really hope I can wait until after Christmas for this surgery, but it’s highly doubtful. After this surgery I will have two, or three, more that must be done as well. Y’all don’t know me very well, but can y’all just keep me in your thoughts?