I've been on this Survivalist/Prepper thing since I was old enough to think, right after I heard what an atomic bomb could do and how many we actually had pointed at each other, I've been an anarchist since I had to write the constitution for fighting in class. (God bless you Hubert Phillips wherever you are! He was my shop teacher BTW.)
You see, we have a constitution, but the government seems to want to use it as TP, or in 0bama's case, roll a monster joint in it! And I've been generically a Pagan Since I read the bible and didn't like it or the religion behind it, likely due to all the editing its had, but not entirely. SO, as you see, I'm a quitter, I see something I don't like, I go another way, so far its worked out fairly well, but when do I quit? I mean I literally blew up my TV, I can't stomach the radio anymore, I never did like corporate music or anything else for that matter, and I'm not one to jump on or off a bandwagon without a damned good reason. I've been like this going on 57 years of my life and now life is winding down. I'm a disabled, broke old hermit that lives in a trailer, I don't go anywhere because there's nowhere I want to go, so I really don't care I'm broke until something I need breaks. I've lived my life like this, I've stored ahead on my food, at least six months, I've bought weapons, tools, gear, yadda yadda, But I'm to the point now if I carried my rifle of choice and a forty pound pack to the edge of the property. (5 acres) I'd drop dead! So when do I quit? or do I re-imagine myself and start there? For about 5 years now I've been on here trying to share what I've learned and done, maybe try to save a life or two, get my Karma looking better maybe? LOL but anyway, NOW I need advice, do I pack it in and join society and live my life out in public housing on someone else's terms and just die whenever I get to it or start over in another direction?
You see, we have a constitution, but the government seems to want to use it as TP, or in 0bama's case, roll a monster joint in it! And I've been generically a Pagan Since I read the bible and didn't like it or the religion behind it, likely due to all the editing its had, but not entirely. SO, as you see, I'm a quitter, I see something I don't like, I go another way, so far its worked out fairly well, but when do I quit? I mean I literally blew up my TV, I can't stomach the radio anymore, I never did like corporate music or anything else for that matter, and I'm not one to jump on or off a bandwagon without a damned good reason. I've been like this going on 57 years of my life and now life is winding down. I'm a disabled, broke old hermit that lives in a trailer, I don't go anywhere because there's nowhere I want to go, so I really don't care I'm broke until something I need breaks. I've lived my life like this, I've stored ahead on my food, at least six months, I've bought weapons, tools, gear, yadda yadda, But I'm to the point now if I carried my rifle of choice and a forty pound pack to the edge of the property. (5 acres) I'd drop dead! So when do I quit? or do I re-imagine myself and start there? For about 5 years now I've been on here trying to share what I've learned and done, maybe try to save a life or two, get my Karma looking better maybe? LOL but anyway, NOW I need advice, do I pack it in and join society and live my life out in public housing on someone else's terms and just die whenever I get to it or start over in another direction?