Perhaps the tests were good enough that he isn't worried about you, so it slipped his mind. Besides, it gives us couple extra days to pray for you.
Perhaps the tests were good enough that he isn't worried about you, so it slipped his mind. Besides, it gives us couple extra days to pray for you.
It is better to let it out than to hold onto all the stress and anger. You're doing great.Thank you Brother because, at the moment, I need prayer more than ever for my human nature.
I'm so furious and when I'm this furious I cry..and crying when I'm this furious makes me even angrier.
I HATE crying when I'm angry.
Stupid crying.
What a test!! It is best to wait this one out, you have come too far not to do so! Hopefully guilt will haunt him! I will pray God will guide you through this and make your wait bearable!! Sometimes it's so hard to understand why things happen as they do!!Satan is on the war path with me again.
The Oncologist was supposed to ring at 9.45 am yesterday.
Nothing....all damned day!
Waited until 4.00pm just before the clinic closed for the weekend to politely (and through grit teeth) ask when he was going to ring.
Apparently he had left early and he was already on a plane to go home for the weekend.
The receptionist had no idea why he didn't ring and said she was hopeful that he "might" ring me when he got home later in the evening.
NOPE.
So as it stands I have no damned clue when this turkey is going to ring me with my results.
These people don't work on weekends so I'm not putting any hope in a phone call over the weekend.
My human self is having a huge problem processing my anger over this.
I know I'm going to have to call on God to pour out his blessings upon this person
but it's extremely hard and my pride, ego, anger and hurt feelings are making it extremely difficult.
Pragmatically, lashing out at this jackass will solve nothing and get me nothing except give me a temporary feeling of justification and put salve on my outrage and also pragmatically, I jumped through so many hoops already to get this scan to baulk at this last hurdle out of anger and pride.
Bamboo doesn't break in hurricanes because it's flexible.
Tall trees break during hurricanes because they're rigid.
Neither the tree or the bamboo choose the hurricane if given the choice.
It's a devastating phenomenon that they can't escape and have to endure.
In this situation I've got the choice to be either mentally flexible or rigid.
Both mindsets have the same results as either the tall tree or the bamboo.
In this instance a bamboo mentality serves me better.
What a test!! It is best to wait this one out, you have come too far not to do so! Hopefully guilt will haunt him! I will pray God will guide you through this and make your wait bearable!! Sometimes it's so hard to understand why things happen as they do!!
It is better to let it out than to hold onto all the stress and anger. You're doing great.
He's probably just jerk who doesn't care about being a doctor once he walks out of the office (early)! I shouldn't say that, maybe something else was going on? But his patients should be taken care of properly!! At least you have a plan B!Amen Sister.
This has really tarnished the goodwill I had towards him.
I had the results sent to the Oby Gyn registrar in my home town as well so if worse comes to worse
I need to go to my dopey GP again, pay another $90 to get a referral to see the Oby Gyn (hand hold the dope through the referral process) and then wait for notification for the Oby Gyn appointment so I can see the scans and the report.
This is plan B if the Oncologist and Satan decide to be an ass.
I’m doing my happy dance for you!! It’s not pretty, but you deserve it.
Thank you, Jesus for Your mercies!!
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