Paying now!
Sending prayers heavenwards with your name on them!Please pray for me..
I'm seeing the Radiation Oncologist at midday today and handing over my insurance application.
I'm trying to be calm and philosophical about the possible outcome considering what is happening in the world atm..
and THAT is what is giving me sweatly palms about it.
Still the LORD's will be done.
Put the outcome into his hands and resist the temptation to snatch it back and tinker.
Lord Almighty I know you are in this situation and you already know the outcome.
Please grant me peace during this process knowing I am kept in the shadow of your wings
and I'm the apple of your eye.
Amen.
Tank, I can't imagine what an emotional churn your heart is. Do know there is peace for you. You don't have to worry. You are doing amazingly and everything you can. You already know God has a plan. He wants you happy and loves you. Whatever lies ahead, you are loved on both sides of the veil.I just got back from the specialist and he signed the insurance papers.
To see it officially written down, on paper..and official professional document that I have 6 to 12 months to live ripped the legs out from under me.
I sat in the car and had a good long, uggly, messy bawl.
Now I pick myself up and hand it back to God Almighty and continue to stand strong in his word.
I go and see the GP next week and get her to sign off on as the second expert witness for my insurance.
Today has been an ordeal.
I just got back from the specialist and he signed the insurance papers.
To see it officially written down, on paper..and official professional document that I have 6 to 12 months to live ripped the legs out from under me.
I sat in the car and had a good long, uggly, messy bawl.
Now I pick myself up and hand it back to God Almighty and continue to stand strong in his word.
I go and see the GP next week and get her to sign off on as the second expert witness for my insurance.
Today has been an ordeal.
Keep in mind that 6-12 months would be if you were only using conventional treatments... That's not the case for you, because you are smart enough to figure out alternatives that will kick that parasite's behind, and because you have faith enough to receive the miracle God will bless you with. That's a winning combination in my opinion!I just got back from the specialist and he signed the insurance papers.
To see it officially written down, on paper..and official professional document that I have 6 to 12 months to live ripped the legs out from under me.
I sat in the car and had a good long, uggly, messy bawl.
Now I pick myself up and hand it back to God Almighty and continue to stand strong in his word.
I go and see the GP next week and get her to sign off on as the second expert witness for my insurance.
Today has been an ordeal.
I started to type "it's all right to cry" and had a flashback to school in the 70's, where the album/movie "Free to be You and Me" got played a lot and this song came rushing back into my mind:Thank you all for your beautiful comments, kindness and support!
I guess seeing it finally in black and white was a bigger kick in the guts than I thought it was going to be.
I knew it was going to be rough...but holy crap!
It'll be better and the shock will be less when I go to the GP to get the paperwork from her.
I want to be 100% real and authentic with this community.
I'm NOT strong and gritty a 100% of the time.
Yes, I get frightened.
Yes I cry.
Yes, I have to pick myself up out of the dirt and dust myself off.
Will I give up?
NO WAY!
Not on my radar, never crossed my mind once.
I've got my Lord and Saviour and some of the strongest prayer warriors at my back.
I'm grateful.
Thank you all for your beautiful comments, kindness and support!
I guess seeing it finally in black and white was a bigger kick in the guts than I thought it was going to be.
I knew it was going to be rough...but holy crap!
It'll be better and the shock will be less when I go to the GP to get the paperwork from her.
I want to be 100% real and authentic with this community.
I'm NOT strong and gritty a 100% of the time.
Yes, I get frightened.
Yes I cry.
Yes, I have to pick myself up out of the dirt and dust myself off.
Will I give up?
NO WAY!
Not on my radar, never crossed my mind once.
I've got my Lord and Saviour and some of the strongest prayer warriors at my back.
I'm grateful.
Thank you all for your beautiful comments, kindness and support!
I guess seeing it finally in black and white was a bigger kick in the guts than I thought it was going to be.
I knew it was going to be rough...but holy crap!
It'll be better and the shock will be less when I go to the GP to get the paperwork from her.
I want to be 100% real and authentic with this community.
I'm NOT strong and gritty a 100% of the time.
Yes, I get frightened.
Yes I cry.
Yes, I have to pick myself up out of the dirt and dust myself off.
Will I give up?
NO WAY!
Not on my radar, never crossed my mind once.
I've got my Lord and Saviour and some of the strongest prayer warriors at my back.
I'm grateful.
I'm hearing that you have not given up!!The 5 ltrs of Panacur100 that I ordered turned up!
I'm so relieved.
That approx 1.3 gallons plus change of cancer cure brought from a livestock supply store.
It STILL amazes me.
Wow, definately a reason to always and thoroughly do your homework!!Tudca suppliment.
What is Tudca?
Tudca (Tauroursodeoxycholic Acid) is a water soluable bile salt.
It has been touted in the Alt Cancer Cure forums as the BEST sup to take to protect the liver from FenBen damage REGARDLESS of what cancer the person has been diagnosised with.
A fightened newbie comes onto the forum and the vast majority start parroting the same line about adding Tudca to protect their liver without even know what type of cancer they have in whatever organ.
No studies are presented.
I all most jumped on that bandwagon and stopped taking my mega dose Milk Thistle caps in favor of Tudca.
Thank goodness I didn't and I will show you WHY!
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC6888259/
"In conclusion, TUDCA induced autophagy of ACC SW-13 cells and inhibited apoptosis of ACC SW-13 cells after alleviating ER stress of ACC SW-13 cells. ER stress- and autophagy-related signaling pathways are involved in the occurrence of ACC, which may provide potential therapeutic targets for ACC treatment. There is a complex interplay between ER stress and autophagy in ACC. Therefore, an ER stress inducer such as thapsigargin will be used in in vitro and in vivo experiments with ACC in future studies."
AS I have stated in other posts Autophagy is when the cancer cells eat their own dead and use them as a energy source when glucose metabolism -Glycolisis, is shut down. Tuduca increases Autophagy.
IT shuts down Atopoptosis - programmed cell death.
Another study - https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S1665268119310476
Bile Salts has been shown to be either Protecting the organ from cancer or Promoting it Depending on the organ and the type of cancer.
Indeed it does seem that Tudca does have its benefits in a healthy body and it would seem that it does have liver cleansing actions.
Unfortunately it inhibits the vital anti-cancer actions such as atopoptosis and increased autophagy.
And yet, even when presented with these studies I was howled down and they and myself were removed from the forum.
I'll stick with the mega dose Milk Thistle thanks.
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